Life: Lacking Chaos

I'm happy. Really happy and normal people would think that's a great accomplishment or at least a good thing but its not. For some unknown and bewildering reason my life is miserable... boring... lonely without chaos. And by chaos I mean spontaneous plans, extra long drives, skipped classes, lots and lots of fun... Now to most that seems like daily life, which it should be... But because my typical life pale's in comparison anyone else's ordinary day is my fabulously chaotic day...

Now what's the problem you ask!? My chaos is in boston attached to my best friend who is getting her higher education there. That's my problem, its not at my disposal or even at my beck and call... Its too far away to enjoy... And without her my life is bland, a mix between white glue paste and gnawing on tinfoil... Both equally terrible experiences, at once.

I just want to regain control over my own life. Or at least have my old life back.... I need a new muse, I need to get back onto my own 2 feet.
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